Chaotic Peace

I’ve been having a lot of ups and downs lately. Honestly, I should have gotten whiplash by now. Classes are so much better this semester, but I’m still feeling a little lost. Sometimes I still wish I had lived on campus. But that would have been very tough to do. I do not have a best friend anymore. I have a few friends who are close, but it doesn’t stop me from feeling alone. Things have gotten better between my dad and I. Which I’m so thankful for. And I feel that my relationship with God is stronger now. I really have come to love chapel at my school. Now I need to find a way to organize my chaotic mind, goals, and life. It’s going to be difficult but I have every reason to believe that it can be done. Wish me luck(: